As I drove
in to work today I listened to a song on the radio that struck me, as many
often do. It was based on 1 Corinthians 13:2-3, “And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all
knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not
love, I am nothing. If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to
be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing.”
If I’m being
honest (and I likely shouldn’t be as forthright as I sometimes am), I have a
hard time with verses like this. As I listened to the song, and as I’ve listened
countless times to speakers, I’m initially taken back by statements like this
before I fully connect that it’s taken directly from scripture. Once I draw the
connection my mind flips over from doubt to passive acceptance, since after
all, it’s the infallible Word of God so I have no right to question it.
And while
the Word is infallible, I have every right to look into it and examine it
against my life. If these two verses and the like were plucked out of scripture
and I took the rest of the Bible, I should still draw the same conclusion. But
I doubt I would. Verses like these make
me realize just how intimately the Lord knows me. He knew I needed to be told
directly. He knew I wouldn’t get it from the likely hundreds of indirect ways
he says it in the rest of Scripture. He
left nothing out but describes here great human power and ability, far
exceeding mine, so I am left without any excuse but to believe I am and I gain
NOTHING apart from loving people. That’s hard to swallow.
But looking
at this made me even more aware of how my cultural christianity has invaded my
God-like Christianity. My cultural side says, “Do what you can; we’re just
human. Fight the fight but you need to give yourself a break and cut lose every
once in a while. Jesus’ first miracle He turned water to wine, He knows how to
have a good time. Give what you can to the church but don’t worry about it. Go
to church when you can make it and smile at strangers. Try to repent if you do
something really bad and don’t do things that would hurt other people…” My
cultural christianity has no problem with really expensive lifestyles or
drinking a little too much. It has no problem if I don’t actually talk about
Jesus, ever, to anyone, since I am being nice and everyone in the South knows
about Jesus anyway.
This is not
a talk about how terrible all of the above is, even if I paint it in a negative
light. I am just a person, trying to draw back the shade that is often cast by
our culture onto our Christianity. It can be such a subtle difference that we
don’t always recognize it. We could have grown up in it and never experienced
pure belief and thereby have no authentic measure. I will spend a lifetime
sifting my humanity, my culture, my familial values, my feelings and emotions
to separate the wheat and the chaff. I may not ever come to the end.
One thing I
do know- I have a Book accessible to me at any time that wants to be my guide.
It wants to shine bright light on my life so that when any shadow comes upon it
I can more distinctly separate it out.
And when I am taken aback by something like this passage before
realizing it’s scripture, I pray to realize how thankful I should be that the
Lord is not done working out my faith. He’s not done refining my belief system
and my life so that I may be his vessel.
He’s not done teaching me that all the power in the world amounts to
nothing if we do not love. And regardless of how my culture or history fights
that statement, it’s true- plain and simple.
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